It gets to this time of night, the kids have been asleep for a few hours, they've eaten at least some form of nutrition today, they probably will sleep through tonight, husband has gone to bed, I've watched a few things on the box, the house is a moderate mess, pain is at moderate level and I start to wonder how the hell I got through another day and how am I going to get through another one tomorrow and how the hell am I going to do it with another little one.
Its just the small stuff really at this time of night
Meltdowns - abound
Losing the Plot - difficult with sick girlies
Breastfeeding - thinking a lot about restarting