Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps.

Once upon a time there was a story. The worlds a mess. Everything's a mess. We're all fucked. The internet shows us every last bit of it. It shows us all the time for everything and everyone. There's too many all the time all at once. It's too much to heal. It's too much to fix. Everyone. Everywhere. Fucked. Flood the internet with bullshit flowers or bullshit poems or bullshit art or bullshit. All to cover up the mess. 

Once upon a time there was a story. The news is full of stories. The stories are read. The news is over. Yesterday's stories are today's chips. The story is told. The story is forgotten. The end.

We probably have a home to move in to! A really cool one with an amazing garden. It's not dream home location, it might cost a small fortune to heat and it needs a fireplace. I know I'm fortunate. I know I should be ecstatic but I'm scared to be happy. You know, just in case it all goes bolloxed again. 

So let the packing commence.

Meltdowns - coming from all fucking angles 

Losing the plot - head exploding gut wrenching

Breastfeeding - aaaaarrrggghhhh!!

Fireworks Night My 3 Girls Styleee

We went to our local display which is always fantastic.  One of the songs was Don't Stop Me Now by Queen, so with me trying to sing along, lets just say, this year was not so fantastic.....

excitement before it started

(try singing it out loud)

Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time

I feel alive and the world it's turning inside out Yeah!

I'm floating around in ecstasy

So don't stop me now don't stop me

'Cause I'm having a good time having a good time

I'm a shooting star mummeee mummeee leaping through the skies

Like a tiger defying the I'm thirsty laws of gravity

I'm a racing car passing by like Lady Godiva I want to go home

I'm gonna go go go

There's no stopping me mummeee mummeee mummeee

I'm burning through the sky yeah!

Two hundred degrees mummeee

That's why they  I'm thirsty call me Mister Fahrenheit

I'm trav'ling at the speed of light

I wanna I want to go home make a supersonic man out of you mummeee

Don't stop me now

I'm having such a good time

I'm having a ball I want to go home

Don't stop me now

If you wanna have a good time

Just give me a call mummeee 

Don't stop me now ('cause I'm having a good time)

Don't stop me now (yes I'm having a good time)

I don't want to stop at all... yeah!

I'm a rocket ship mummee mummee mummeee on my way to Mars

On a collision course

I am a satellite   I want to go home I'm out of control

I am a sex machine I'm thirsty ready to reload

Like an atom bomb mummeee about to

Oh oh oh oh oh explode

I'm burning I'm thirsty through the sky Yeah!

Two hundred degrees

That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit

I'm trav'ling at the speed of light

I wanna make a supersonic woman of you  I want to go home

Don't stop me mummeee

Don't stop me I'm thirsty

Don't stop me I want to go home

Hey hey hey!

Don't stop me

Don't stop me

Ooh ooh ooh (I like it)

Don't stop me

Don't stop me

Have a good time, good time

Don't stop me

Don't stop me

Ooh ooh alright mummeee mummeee

Ooh I'm burning through the sky yeah!

Two hundred degrees

That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit

I'm trav'ling at the speed of light

I wanna make a supersonic man out of you

Don't stop me now mummeee mummeee

I'm having such a good time I'm thirsty

I'm having a ball

Don't stop me now I want to go home I want to go home I want to go home I'm thirsty I'm thirsty

If you  I'm thirsty wanna have a mummeee mummeee mummeee  good time

Just give me a call

Don't stop me now ('cause I'm having a good time) I'm thirsty 

Don't stop me now (yes I'm having a good time) mummeeee

I don't wanna stop at all I want to go home

La la la la laaaa

La la la la

La la laa laa laa laaa

La la laa la la la la la laaa hey!!....

sparklers at home afterwards with no moaning

Millie not sure about it all